I went through depression 12+ years ago. I was in my 20s. I had just became a follower of Christ. Not many months after that some dark times followed. Life seemed well on the outside. But for some reason on the inside there was a deep gloom and darkness. It was like living in a dark tunnel with a glimpse of light. I knew that light was Jesus. It was only a glimpse of it though. I didn't understand why I felt the way that I felt. Something was wrong but I didn't know what. I felt trapped and unable to get of of the dark gloom that had surrounded me. Why couldn't I feel happiness and joy anymore?? I didn't understand. I would suffer from horrific stomach cramps. My stomach would get in knots. I didn't tell anyone because I didn't think they would understand. Hell, I didn't even understand. I knew they would look at me and say "What reason do you have to be depressed?". Unfortunately, as women we are not given much space to g