When I started this blog it was suppose to be my uncensored space in a sense. I place for me to reflect, ponder, and dissect the issues of my everyday life. I don't and didn't really think many people were reading it. I kind of still wonder if I'm one of the blogs that people glance at and say "nothing interesting here" and move on. I know it's been helpful to me, but I wonder who else it's been helpful too. I wonder how important it is that I put a voice to the going's on of my life on a daily basis. While I am very interested in the lives of others I don't know if people are that interested in my life. Someone recently has caused me to think and pray about the voice that God has given me in a lost and hurting world. There was a time where I was very vocal about my faith in God and my belief about what he would do in my life and the life of others. That voice was quieted a little by past hurts and disappointments. Even though there is a small voice that whispers to me, that my voice matters. I don't know if I believe it. I believe I went though a lot of what I went through in my life for God to show me some things so I could be wiser but to also humble me and quiet me down so I could really hear Him. Although I believe God has me right where He wants me right now, I wonder if this place has become a certain kind of comfort zone for me. There are conversations that I have with certain people that cause me to want to bubble over in excitement, but these days I don't really allow myself to indulge in that excitement to much. I don't know if that a good thing.
I get on social media and I do my best not to be critical of anyone. It's not my place. I do find it kind of interested how personal relationships, insecurities, and hurts are expressed where the whole world can see. Social media is like this enigma that continues to spark my interest. I find myself asking "why would he/she share something so deep and personal with people who don't know them or even care?". I don't necessarily think it's a bad thing. I just find myself being very curious and intrigued about why? There is one trend I see, on social media, that sparks a bit of concern. The amount of time we spend defending ourselves and our decisions on social media. I get concerned because I realize that when we spend a "noticeable" amount of time defending ourselves publicly, it is a strong indication that their is a much bigger private battle going on within . Social media speaks volumes to me about inner battles we go through. A thou
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