We all have things that come natural to us. Strengths, that are not always easy but we know in our hearts we have a knack for certain things. Sometimes your willingness is not matched up with some of the natural ability that God gave you. Have you ever "not felt like" doing something that you know you have a knack for. Have you ever disliked an area where you know your strengths are? I have learned to stay away from certain preached messages in the church. There are messages that communicate that if you are gifted in certain areas than those are the areas enjoy working in most in your life. That's not necessarily true. Messages that lead you to believe when you feel like you can't go on one more day you are right on the verge of "your breakthrough". That's not necessarily true either. Gotta be careful. The overall message of my life is just learn how to lean on God more everyday and learn about His person so you can continue to build your relationship with Him. He shows you want He desires for your life, the paths He wants you to take as you walk with Him.
Marriage.................................It's not easy. It is a colorful creation full of ups and downs, highs and lows. And some desperate times. It cannot be done without God. It is His invention and only He can navigate you through it. But marriage is worth fighting for. You don't always have the energy to fight anymore and that's ok. It's ok to not be ok. It's ok to not be ok with your marriage. It's ok to not be ok with your life. Just know that not being ok, with your marriage, doesn't mean that it's over. Not being ok, with your life, doesn't mean that its over. In the last couple weeks I have struggled with temptations of epic magnitude. God has seen me in my struggle. Struggling with my emotions. Struggling with my desires. Struggling to stay faithful. He saw me. He didn't look at me and say "I can't believe you are thinking this". He didn't look at me ans say "I...
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