For the last 2 days my devotionals have focused on delegation. First with Moses and today with the apostles. As my family is growing and my daughter is getting older, we are getting busier. As a homemaker I have strengths and weaknesses. I'm not as organized as some people might be. I'm not able to keep or clean house as efficiently as others. I do have strengths as a homemaker, but that is not what I'm focused on right now. I was meditating on this whole thing about delegation that keeps coming up with me lately.. I asked God "Well is there always a way to delegate, and what do you do when you can't delegate. The thing that came to mind was a scenario about a Choir Director. Lets say there saw a person who knew they were called to be the Choir Director at their church. They knew they were called to this role and so did everyone else in the church. However, it was a small church and they did not have anyone to play the piano for the choir. Now the "Choir Director" could play the piano but was not that great. The "Choir Director" plays the piano for the choir until they find someone else. But the "Choir Director" does not decide to perfect his piano skills because that is not what he is called to do. He is just filling in until someone else can take over. .
Marriage.................................It's not easy. It is a colorful creation full of ups and downs, highs and lows. And some desperate times. It cannot be done without God. It is His invention and only He can navigate you through it. But marriage is worth fighting for. You don't always have the energy to fight anymore and that's ok. It's ok to not be ok. It's ok to not be ok with your marriage. It's ok to not be ok with your life. Just know that not being ok, with your marriage, doesn't mean that it's over. Not being ok, with your life, doesn't mean that its over. In the last couple weeks I have struggled with temptations of epic magnitude. God has seen me in my struggle. Struggling with my emotions. Struggling with my desires. Struggling to stay faithful. He saw me. He didn't look at me and say "I can't believe you are thinking this". He didn't look at me ans say "I...
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