My last post I felt the Holy Spirit urge me to consider my ways; and in continuing in that, I reflect on the scripture from today: I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. What am I pressing towards throughout the day. Am I looking for something else as a "prize", if you will? As I go about my day do I engage in the tasks with the prize of the upward call in mind or do I do what I do to please "man"? Lord I am praying for my mind to be renewed in this area and I pray would see clearly the riches that are in the "upward call of You in Christ Jesus". I pray that when I take care of my children it is for the "prize of the upward call of You in Christ Jesus". I pray that when I'm spending time with my husband it is for the "prize of the upward call of You in Christ Jesus". I pray that when I do my other daily tasks throughout the day that it is for "the prize of the upward call of You in Christ Jesus" I pray the all I do is for the "prize of the upward call in Christ Jesus"".
Marriage.................................It's not easy. It is a colorful creation full of ups and downs, highs and lows. And some desperate times. It cannot be done without God. It is His invention and only He can navigate you through it. But marriage is worth fighting for. You don't always have the energy to fight anymore and that's ok. It's ok to not be ok. It's ok to not be ok with your marriage. It's ok to not be ok with your life. Just know that not being ok, with your marriage, doesn't mean that it's over. Not being ok, with your life, doesn't mean that its over. In the last couple weeks I have struggled with temptations of epic magnitude. God has seen me in my struggle. Struggling with my emotions. Struggling with my desires. Struggling to stay faithful. He saw me. He didn't look at me and say "I can't believe you are thinking this". He didn't look at me ans say "I...
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