My heart is so full today. My heart is full with the love of God and the awesome power of the cross. Praise God! I'm just so thankful that I wake up to a God who wants me just as I am. A God who appreciates who I am in a way that nobody else can, because He made me for Himself. He did not make me for anybody else, not my mother, not my father, not my husband, not my children. No, God made me for Himself. I belong to Him. He is the one Who takes care of me. He made me to need Him. There is a place on the inside of every human being that longs for God. He put that place there on the inside of us. This is the place where our true identity dwells. He did that because He is jealous for us and wants us to always be His. In the Book of Isaiah God says "Everyone who is called by my name Whom I have created for My glory; I have formed him, yes, I have made him". Hallelujah! I was created for the glory of God and He has made it very clear that He has created me, He has formed me, and yes He has made me. I am fearfully and wonderfully made! Hallelujah! I'm not conceited! No, I'm not prideful. I just believe that God's work is good!
Marriage.................................It's not easy. It is a colorful creation full of ups and downs, highs and lows. And some desperate times. It cannot be done without God. It is His invention and only He can navigate you through it. But marriage is worth fighting for. You don't always have the energy to fight anymore and that's ok. It's ok to not be ok. It's ok to not be ok with your marriage. It's ok to not be ok with your life. Just know that not being ok, with your marriage, doesn't mean that it's over. Not being ok, with your life, doesn't mean that its over. In the last couple weeks I have struggled with temptations of epic magnitude. God has seen me in my struggle. Struggling with my emotions. Struggling with my desires. Struggling to stay faithful. He saw me. He didn't look at me and say "I can't believe you are thinking this". He didn't look at me ans say "I...
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