Since I had my very first child 3 years ago I feel like I have been to a certain extent removed from the world. I went to the dentist today and it's been way to long to mention since i've been. Even though I have extreme anxiety, I'm so glad I went. It feels like I'm "functioning" again. I'm now working for my husband's business, keeping his books on the accounting side. It's nice to be off the hamster wheel of taking care of my daughter, sleeping, cooking cleaning. This cycle gets old; and you welcome a healthy distraction from it. It doesn't mean I'll stop the other stuff. It just means those other things are not my only focus anymore. Even now as I sit here, I need to clean the kitchen really bad, but that's not my only focus anymore. Plus I'm learning that if it really needs to be done it will get done. Thank God for that!
I get on social media and I do my best not to be critical of anyone. It's not my place. I do find it kind of interested how personal relationships, insecurities, and hurts are expressed where the whole world can see. Social media is like this enigma that continues to spark my interest. I find myself asking "why would he/she share something so deep and personal with people who don't know them or even care?". I don't necessarily think it's a bad thing. I just find myself being very curious and intrigued about why? There is one trend I see, on social media, that sparks a bit of concern. The amount of time we spend defending ourselves and our decisions on social media. I get concerned because I realize that when we spend a "noticeable" amount of time defending ourselves publicly, it is a strong indication that their is a much bigger private battle going on within . Social media speaks volumes to me about inner battles we go through. A thou
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