There have been many things that I have really wanted to do and I tried and couldn't see them through. There have been many things I've wanted to do that I haven't tried to do. Than there have been things that I wanted, tried and saw it through. I started my relationship with Jesus Christ 9 years ago and one of the things I've learned is that I can't see anything completely through by my own power, I can only do it by the Spirit of God. This theory has been tried and tested time and time again in my life. See it's good to make plans, it's even good to have ideas and desires, wants and needs, but the answer to all those things comes from the Lord. Reminds me of the scriptures below:
The preparations of the heart belong to man,But the answer of the tongue is from the LORD.
A man’s heart plans his way, But the LORD directs his steps.
So he answered and said to me: “ This is the word of the LORD to Zerubbabel: ‘ Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit,’ Says the LORD of hosts.
I had noticed that I had lack of follow through in some things in my life, so I had to re-align my vision with God's plan so I could start having some follow through in my life again.