Well, I did it. This is the first morning I actually got up, got dressed, did my hair and cooked breakfast. I made sure I was dressed with my hair and makeup on before I cooked. I decided to use the "5 Hour Energy" shots instead of coffee. I find that does a better job at waking me up than coffee. Hopefully I will eventually develop getting up and getting dressed as a strong enough habit where I won't need "5 hour energy". But that is a long shot, I haven't been a morning person since I was very young. . But "5 hour energy" helps to make me more of a morning person.
Marriage.................................It's not easy. It is a colorful creation full of ups and downs, highs and lows. And some desperate times. It cannot be done without God. It is His invention and only He can navigate you through it. But marriage is worth fighting for. You don't always have the energy to fight anymore and that's ok. It's ok to not be ok. It's ok to not be ok with your marriage. It's ok to not be ok with your life. Just know that not being ok, with your marriage, doesn't mean that it's over. Not being ok, with your life, doesn't mean that its over. In the last couple weeks I have struggled with temptations of epic magnitude. God has seen me in my struggle. Struggling with my emotions. Struggling with my desires. Struggling to stay faithful. He saw me. He didn't look at me and say "I can't believe you are thinking this". He didn't look at me ans say "I...
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