Monday, March 28, 2011

Lonely Sometimes

You can feel lonely even though you are not alone.  My 3 year old daughter is great company, it's just that on Monday it's just her and I normally during the day.  During the week, my greatest responsibility lies; Educating my daughter, teaching her about God, and making sure she is getting what she needs nutrition wise.  I am the one solely in charge of her learning, recreation, social, and resting time.  I think the reason it feels so lonely, is because Monday faces me like a mountain that I don't know if I can climb.  By the grace of God I climb it every week but it's too  great a task for me, I need God.  My daughter goes to school 2 full days a week now.  She is only 3 years old, but I'm really hoping and praying I can homeschool her. I believe it is the best choice, I just don't know if I can handle it.  My husband and I are praying about it.  I believe the way our culture is today.  You have to go out of our way as parents to be the main influence in our childrens' lives before they become adults.  I know it would take for God to use my husband to confirm homeschool is what He wants for our family, for me to be convince that I'm capable of it. 

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