I don't know about you, but there are some certain things in my life that feel like they are never going to happen. I have spent almost 5 years without a church home and living in a city that I've never felt at home. It's been hard to say the least. We have also been renting apartments and now a townhouse for almost 5 years. We've almost gone forward to buy a house quite a few times, but it seems to always be something standing in our way holding up the process. The hardest part is not necessarily not owning a home, but not feeling at home anywhere. When I got saved I was passionate about my church family and serving the Body of Christ and I never would of thought that I would be 5 years with no "church home" that's crazy to me. It's been so long, I don't even think I know what it feels like to belong to a local church anymore. I know I've missed it so much, but I have learned to accept it. I guess the best thing for me to do now it to go about life like nothing is going to change and then be surprised if something does change.
I get on social media and I do my best not to be critical of anyone. It's not my place. I do find it kind of interested how personal relationships, insecurities, and hurts are expressed where the whole world can see. Social media is like this enigma that continues to spark my interest. I find myself asking "why would he/she share something so deep and personal with people who don't know them or even care?". I don't necessarily think it's a bad thing. I just find myself being very curious and intrigued about why? There is one trend I see, on social media, that sparks a bit of concern. The amount of time we spend defending ourselves and our decisions on social media. I get concerned because I realize that when we spend a "noticeable" amount of time defending ourselves publicly, it is a strong indication that their is a much bigger private battle going on within . Social media speaks volumes to me about inner battles we go through. A thou
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