I said I would relax more

During my pregnancy with Noah, being a 1st time mom I wanted to get everything right from the time I found out I was pregnant to this very day. Obviously I can't get everything right and I realize that, but it's hard because you want the best for your cause and you don't want to ever do anything to harm them. But I said to myself when I get pregnant again I would relax more and not be so worried. I came to this conclusion in the process of being able to witness how well God has taken care of Noah. He has led Reggie and I in so many ways regarding her. Now here I am on the 2nd pregnancy and stressing a little bit already. You want to know why? I'm only in the 4th week and the morning sickness is working overtime, so I started taking Ginger supplements, not realizing how controversial this was for pregnant women. Obviously I am concerned about the effects on my fetus. I'm saying to myself "Ande not already!". I am grateful for morning sickness because it is an indication that the baby is developing. I told myself that for the 6 months that I had it with Noah. It feels horrible but means good things. But I am still determined to relax more during this pregnancy and not worry as much. And stand by the following scripture.

Psalm 139
For You formed my inward parts;
         You covered me in my mother’s womb.
¹⁴ I will praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made;^[b]
         Marvelous are Your works,
         And that my soul knows very well.
¹⁵ My frame was not hidden from You,
         When I was made in secret,
         And skillfully wrought in the lowest parts of the earth.

I confess this scripture over my unborn baby!!

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