There is life on the inside of us, and until we allow it to come out of us; we are always going to feel something missing. We are always going to feel stagnant, as if we are not moving forward. As if the days are just passing us by.
It takes work to birth that life that's on the inside of us and I'm not talking about work that is stressful or requires a whole lot of thought or consideration. I'm talking about surrendering, our body to the Holy Spirit. I'm talking about surrendering to the life that is on the inside of us. It's a good life, but surrendering is not easy, because we have our own agendas and honestly the flesh is going to fight you every step of the way, but you have to be prepared for a battle. Get what you need to encourage yourself. If you surrendor your body to the Holy Spirit, He will go to work, but you will need to fight off that flesh. King David slayed His enemies by doing what He was annointed to do. He lived out the life that God put on the inside of Him. That's the only way that we are going to defeat our enemies is by living out the life that God put on the inside of us. It's there, oh I know it's there!!!!.
Living Sacrifices to God
12 I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that you present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service.
I can't stand that there is so much on the inside of me that is not coming out. It needs to come out. The bible says that "Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but when a desire comes it is a tree of life". I asked God how do I do it all? He says, let you body be used by the Holy Spirit. Surrender to all the different callings on your life. Surrender to your calling to be a child of God, Surrender to your calling to be a wife, surrender to your calling to be a mother, surrender to your calling in ministry. Just surrender. Your body will get tired but your spirit man will be renewed time and time again. Surrender it now, or make yourself sick trying to hold it in.