Lord I come to you praying that I may know the exceeding greatness of you power toward us who believe. Lord I'm here tonite praying because I need to be full with you before my day begins tomorrow. I realize now Lord that I walk around not feeling full of you at times because I'm not taking the time to fill up my "God Tank". We have this huge tank in us that can only be filled with you. What happens during the day is I get a taste of you here and there and all it does is wet my appetite but I'm never full. Never satisfied. I want to get my fill of you each and everyday, so that when the day comes and I have my family and responsibilities, and ministry I'm not feeling a void or a tank that is half full. I want to have so much of You God, that it just oozes out of me all the time. I just need you God, I need to know that as I'm directing my children, running my home and serving others; You are directing my steps. When my day starts it goes, it goes for real. I just want to "go" on a full tank of God.
One of the things I want to say to all those reading this blog today is "don't let anyone convince you that you are not special". At times when you are expecting things from the Lord, such as healing, financial breakthrough, or any type of miracle in your life, people can sometimes make you feel like "what makes you think you will get that?" As if to say you're not special. Well I am special, and if you belong to God you are to. I'm special and I have special access to the King and all that the King posseses. See, because I'm a Joint Heir. I'm royalty. See, I am special, so special that Jesus Christ died just for me. He didn't just die for me, He went through extreme pain and embarassment because of all the sins that I would commit and have committed in a lifetime. Trust me, I'm special. If God would go through all that for me, then I'm special. Plus, do you think I'm going to say no to all God's stuff. The bible call this stuff "His Benefits". The bible says in Psalm 103:2 to "Forget not all His benefits: Who forgives all your iniquities, Who heals all your diseases,. Do you think you are about to tell me that it is not God's desire to heal me. He says differently. I have a friend with breast cancer and God is going to heal her. I just got this weird calcium deposit on the bone on my wrist and God is going to remove it. I have issues with my eyesight and God is going to restore that. I know it, He is going to do it on this side of heaven. Call me boastful, prideful, whatever you want; But this is what God says about me. God's word is true and the bible says that it will not return to Him void (Isaiah 55:11). That means that His word is not going to come back unfullfillled. He watches over His Word to perform it. The Lord has so much for you, just receive it in Jesus Name. You don't have to take it, you just have to receive it. Just come to Jesus and receive all that He desires to give you. You don't have to beg and plead with Jesus, He just wants you to receive, just receive, just receive, just receive.