I have a big birthday party going on tomorrow with about 30 people coming. My house is not in shape for it, I haven't bought the ingredients for the dishes I'm making yet, but I'm relaxed. You know why? Because I crossed over yesterday. If you have been reading my posts, you know that yesterday I spoke about the spirit of Striving. I spoke about resting in the Lord, and I spoke about needing to be in a posture of rest to find grace. I have been back and forth with this for years. Always going back and forth between "striving" and "rest". But something tells me I have reached a time in my life where I have to lean on grace and I can't go back to striving. I just sense something telling me that at this point I don't have a choice. Everything that I want to has to be comctedpletely reliant on God's grace provision. Hallelujah! Onward and upward I go. It is my believe that this blog is only scratching the surface of what God wants to